Different Indifferents

 He said after giving me a pleasant smile , ' I am sorry Anna but I didn't do this to hurt you'. I was surprised not because he laughed at me but because it was the first time when he called me by my name . He continued saying , ' I didn't laugh because I found it to be funny or some nonsense but my laughter was out of surprise because since the day I joined the school , I've seen you quite happy and peaceful but I just never expected that this quite face is carrying that much emotions all by herself burying those deep inside her. Now , I started to talk , I said , ' Do you know , unlike all why I told you my feelings inside there ( pointing towards heart ) , because I thought that you were not a person whose opinion mattered to me so it would not be any problem in telling you all this . Don't mind huh! . By the way , this atmosphere has become hectic isn't it . He smiled and gave me slight nod . I continued , ' I know I was not nice to you at al...

He said , " when people cry in strong windy area it is quite tough to hear the sound , so you just chose the right spot Ms. Udolph ". I wiped up my face again and glanced at him , his face was calm and he was looking at the view. As I looked him , he looked at me too and politely asked me , ' Are you feeling better Ms. Udolph after crying it all out because sometimes crying help us a lot . Don't worry I won't ask you the reason its your choice to tell but you take me as your friend and you can cry more if you are still not feeling any better . Trust me you will feel better after that and don't worry , I won't tell anyone '. I didn't even realize when I started to cry again and I cried for around 20 minutes . He slowly patted me on my back and asked me ," Ms. Udolph are you feeling any better" . I gave him a slight nod and it was genuinely a better feeling but I was still wondering if I should tell him the reason why I was crying . I decid...

Lucia was watching me nervously because she knew I hated Finn . But what else could we do other than the completing the project together . We had to complete the project after completing our school classes . So we decided to go to library after classes , and we started working on the project and that didn't go too bad.  I went home , sat in front of the mirror . I used to do this quite a lot whenever I felt depressed but today it was quite a different feeling . My days were going very well with good classmates and teachers , my grades were also fine . But , something was missing , somewhere inside my heart I felt that I was lacking something but what that was supposed to be find out . That feeling got worse in quite sometime , istarted to feel suffocated , I felt that there was something heavy on my chest stopping me from breathing . And then I started sobbing and didn't know the reason but I just wanted to cry , so I just let my tears flow. I holded my mouth with my hand so ha...

The person in front of me said , " Hello , I am Finn Wagner". I heard the name and I uplifted my face and it was the same cold boy . I froze for a moment and then I calmed myself down and I said , " hello , I am Anna udolph ". Then , I continued to eat my lunch thinking how to start . And then I finally buckled up my courage and said ," So , have you completed the novel you borrowed that day in the library " . My face was serious and his face blackened . Then , he just said ," No ". Yes this is what he said just no . By now I was going to burst from anger but I just controlled myself and that , " Okay , if you have not completed it then I think you should please hurry up a bit Mr. Wagner " . And saying that I stood up and left the canteen . I went to the class waiting for the next teacher to come . But I was very much angry thinking that he remembered and still instead of apologizing what he said was just a no. The teacher entered the c...