Binge-watch

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 That day, after many months I was able to sleep without thinking about any tomorrow. I was filled with excitement, nervousness, thrill and above all missing them.

The next morning, when I got up Diego had already gone to work he left me a sticky note saying so. Since, I had nothing to do. I called up Paige and Brian to come over and binge watch something. Paige said that she was out with her parents so it was just me and Brian.

We decided to watch a horror mini series. It was honestly good and since I had a company so I was not scared at all. In fact, I enjoyed it but on the other hand Brian's reaction were priceless. He was so scared whenever the ghost would pop out and then he would pretend that he was not scared.

I secretly clicked a couple of pictures of him while him being scared to make fun of him later on. As we were reaching towards the end it was getting boring because Brian was not giving as much reactions as he was before. I started to get sleepy and I didn't realize when I fell asleep on the couch.

When I got up, I felt something heavy on my head. It was Brian, he was also asleep. I got up making sure that he wouldn't wake up and checked the time. It had been around 2 hours and he was sleeping so peacefully unlike being the scaredy cat he was being before.

I chuckled again thinking about his expressions before and clicked another picture of his. It was nearly evening and I got a text from Diego that he was going to have dinner with Petra and he was asking to bring take out for me. I denied saying that I would make lunch by myself.

While I was texting Diego, Brian also got up. And it seemed as if he was trying to figure out which world was he in.

"You are in the same world, dude" I told him and he stared at me with blank expression. I guess, he still was not completely awake.

"Hey, do you wanna eat something? I am making dinner. Diego is dining out and I don't want to eat alone. Will you keep me company?" He heard and after that he did something on his phone.

"Dude, I was talking to you" I asked him

"You are having dinner at my place today. I asked mom and she told me to bring you since she is making something really tasty"

I gave him a thumbs up.

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