The Night Sky with Visiting Hours

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 She didn't ask more as she noticed that I was uncomfortable. After that, I took the rest of the classes silently and the school was over. On my way back, at the school gate Paige stopped me and we exchanged our phone numbers. The first day was quite good. After a few minutes of walking, I reached home. Diego was not there but the house was clean and arranged. It must have taken him a whole day.

I texted him that I was home and asked about where was he. He replied right away that he was at the Rewe(grocery store in German) and would be back soon. I went to my room and he had already done my basic things, only the books and other small stuff was left for me to arrange since he knew that I might not like his way of arranging my room. So, the time until he came I arranged my room. 

My room was not that small but when it was filled with my stuff, it felt as if how small it was. I was done with my room and it was looking quite decent. Then, I came out and Diego was there. I didn't realize that I was in my room for more than half an hour. He called me up and told me to set the table since he was almost done with the dinner. I asked him why were we having an early dinner. To which he replied that he had somewhere to go and would be back before midnight. I nodded and we both had our meal in silence.

After our dinner, I told him to leave in case he would get late and I did the dishes. After 10 minutes, it was all done. So, I decided to complete my homework. In about 3 hours, I was done with almost all of my work. The remaining one, I left it to be done in the library since I needed to read that part as I missed it. It was 9 in the night and I felt like going out. So, I took out jacket since it was October and nights were quite cool.

I took my earphones and phone and went out for a walk. I connected my earphones and started my playlist. The first song in it was Hold On followed by Back to you and Love don't hate it. After that quite a few songs played and then I stopped at a place on the road and sat on the bench beside it.

The last song of my playlist was being played which was Visiting hours. I looked at the night sky. I could see a starry sky from there and it was very beautiful and I finished the song while looking at it. Now was the time to go back home.

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