Start all over again

 Warm tears were rolling down my cheeks and my eyes opened. I was on the sofa. It was a dream and it was way too realistic as if mom was really there. But now, I knew what to do. I had to find my voice in this world in a way that everyone would know and appreciate me for my works. I finally had a goal.

I didn't want to waste anymore time because that would make me weak. Now, I was waiting for Diego to tell him what I wanted to be and would start working for it right away. The rest of the day, I made lunch for myself in the middle of which Lucia called me to ask if she had to come. I did my lunch, it was nothing much. I made instant noodles because I was no pro at it.

At around 7 in the evening, Diego came in, he was a mess. His hair were completely scattered. his tie was in his hands and his sleeves were folded upto his elbows. Before he could say anything, I told him to go and get fresh. After a while he came in his pajamas. He asked if I was hungry so he could make the dinner early but I was not and I asked if he was but he told me that he already ate outside. We sat on the sofa facing each other and a bizarre silence was surrounding us.

He knew what I was about to ask him and I knew what he wanted to tell him but he then decided to break the silence.

"I went for a job interview today, actually to be exact, interview for internship". I gave him a nod and he continued, "The college was asking us since last month to look for one but I didn't think it was that important but now as you see it is important. So, ". 

" So...!"

" So, I got the internship. But, there is a problem".

" What is the problem, is it non-paying?"

" No, it is paying and that too a satisfactory amount but it is a little too far from here. You know, my campus is a little far from here and it is after campus".

Now I knew what he was trying to say," So, you are saying we will have to shift to that side. Okay but when? Is it soon?"

" This is what took me time today. I think we'll have to shift within the end of this week because I have start work as soon as possible. As for your school, I think we will have change it again to the school of that district".

I sighed at the situation but gave him a nod. It looked like I had to start it all over again with my school and BPD or maybe not.