Eyes were fixed on me

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 I sighed at the situation but gave him a nod. It looked like I had to start it all over again with my school, my friends and BPD or maybe not.

I decided to tell him my side later on since he already had a lot on his plate. We ate dinner and went to bed right away. He told me that he would go to check the house from the next day and he would send the pictures of the shortlisted ones to me leaving the final decision to me. I agreed.

The next morning, he left before I woke up and already left the breakfast at the table with a note attached to it saying that I should heat it up before eating. I did the same and went to my room. I decided to study for a while to overcome my backlogs of the last week. By the evening, Diego sent me pictures of two flats and I went for the second one. He also texted me saying that he would be late because of paperwork.

I decided to call Lucia. She picked up at the second ring. "Hello".

" Hey Lucia, how's everything going at home. Is everything fine?"

"Hmm, how about you. Are you okay? Do you need help with something? Should I come over?" She seemed concerned.

"No, everything is fine but I was wondering if you and Finn could come over. I have a news". She agreed right away to be there in an hour.

In exactly an hour, the door bell rang. I hurried over to open the door and it was Finn. I asked him where was Lucia. He told me that she would be here any minute.

Since, my leg still had a cast on so I told him to help himself. As he started to pour water, he could not hold his curiosity any longer," Lucia told me that you had some news, is it bad?"

"Well, it depends on you. How you take it. Anyways, I won't repeat myself so let Lucia come and I will tell you both at the same time". After 10 minutes, Lucia came and Finn answered the door.

Now, we three were sitting on the couch. Their eyes were fixed on me.

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