The previous me was very happy .
I gave them a smile. She said," I mean, I know but I thought you had feelings for him because you met him way before than I did, I think you two should have a good talk. I am going to call mom and I will tell her that I am staying with you today and you can't object". And before I could say anything she left the living room. And it was us two. It was awkward.
I decided to break the silence and spoke first," So, how did that happen. I am rather excited to hear about it". He was staring at the floor," Honestly, I don't know how it started but as we spent some time together. We realized that we had a lot in common , so it just happened like that. Honestly speaking, I also thought that....that you'. And he could not complete his sentence. So I completed it on his behalf," So you thought that I had feelings for you. He gave me a slight nod.
I smiled at him and said truthfully," You don't need to feel guilty about anything. I have always thought of you as a friend no more and no less and honestly speaking, you are one of the very few good friends I have ever got and I would be happy if we keep it that way. I am really happy for both of you. So, is everything fine now".
He gave me a nod and I could see that he still was feeling embarrassed but I decided not to disturb his silence. After 5 minutes, Lucia came back and she saw in the silence. As she arrived, Finn got up and started moving toward the door so as to leave and he said ," I think , I should take a leave. You both need your space and besides, it's late so I must leave". We agreed and Lucia to see him to the door at least.
After sometime, Lucia came back and it was us two only. It was still early to go to sleep, so we decided to watch some TV . Lucia chose a late night talk show which I think was to cheer me up. While watching it, I was seeing my precious moments with my parents in my mind. They were crystal clear as if mom and dad were sitting beside me, playing with me and we were all laughing together. I realize when my eyes became wet but I was still in my memories and I was experiencing them with a faint smile. My eyes were still at the TV but they were watching my parents in my memories. I didn't realize that Lucia was sitting beside me. Not too after that I realized that she was watching me silently as if she knew I was watching them. She put her soft arm around me," Anna, you aren't the person I know. The Anna I know is always smiling, always happy and always cheered. I want my Anna back". Her voice was soft.
I told her in my hoarse voice," I know right, I am not the Anna I knew too. The Anna I knew had a happy family. If you find the previous me, then please tell her to come to me because what I currently am is also something I myself don't like".
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