Different Indifferents

I could not find anything to please my stomach . So , I thought it would be better it I could spend the rest of the time gathering courage in me for spending the rest of the night there , at that weird place . I was frightened,  thinking what would happen , to me and my mother who would be searching for me . My episode was also getting worse and other than that y mind froze . Everything was going blacker and blacker . Soon after that , I found my eyes closing and don't remember anything after that . When I opened my eyes , I was in the school infirmary . There was principal and beside him was my mother waiting eagerly for me to talk . It was bright out there , maybe day . I asked them , what time was it . They told me it was 9 in the morning.  They all started to search the school at 6 in the morning and they found her unconscious in the washroom . Then the principal asked , " What happened Ms. Udolph,  why did you go to that washroom because it was closed for a month...

I came out trying to keep my anger down . I was new to that building so I did not know much about it . I asked someone about the wing A and reached the bathroom.  I went in and I felt weird because it was unlike other washrooms . Also , Lucia was not there I guess. At least , I could not see her from there .I went in further to check if there was Lucia,  all the gates were open and Lucia was not there . They tricked me into thinking that she was there . I turned to go back . As I moved further and could see the gate , I was shocked because those bullies had closed the gate from outside . I had lost my mind and now there was like a crowd speaking in my mind . And I was clear I was going to have another episode but what made me more frightened was the fact that would I able to get out of there . The bigger problem was that I did not have any phone to call someone and also the exam was over , so the students would have left . I was left with a very little hope or no hope at all ....

That week I started revising , making last minute notes of all subjects for the revision on the day offs before each exam . Finally , the day came,  I was a mixture again . Calm outside and nervous inside . We were given 2 hours to do it and the most terrifying part was that my very first exam was of physics with which I had kind of special bond of fear . I went to school , when I saw all the students . They were like , they opened their books in front of the examination hall and started revising it so loud as if they were going to a protest and they were preparing their slogans before that . The bell rang . We all went in our hall . The question papers were distributed and I read that very first question and I was startled . Because that very question was which I revised just before packing my bags . I started doing it and it was fine , not very good actually but yeah , fine . We all came out of the examination hall and everyone started discussing how there exam went with their fr...

When I reached home, I browsed top universities of journalism worldwide. And there it was , Northwestern's Mesill School of Journalism in the US . I fi ally got an aim to move forward although it was not for long but it still was there at least . I went through the eligibility criteria and like any other university they also accepted straight A students . So , I had to work damn hard to get into the university. The next day , I went to school and there was an announcement hung on the notice board . It stated that our periodic tests were going to start within two weeks . Periodic tests in our area happened  a couple of months before the semester exams for the revision of our syllabus.  After we all read the notice board,  we all went back to our classrooms and lecture after lecture , every teacher came and told us the syllabus and strategy for our periodics . Everyone was listening  carefuly as if it was matter of life and death for them . And what else could happen a...