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I finally got it ......✊✊

He laughed slightly and said , " Anna,  I was wondering if you were still there in this world or those writers took your soul to the novel world ". I laughed without making a noise , " Well , now you see that was just my temporary visit there and now I am here in front of you all well , thanks to you ". I then continued , " By the way , Mr. Wagner I have something to ask you something if you agree ?". He said , " Of course, go ahead ". I asked,  " What do you plan to do in the future , I mean what do want to become in the next few years ?" . He smiled and said , " I don't plan to do anything in particular right now but I might go for medicine and surgery in the future , but let me tell you that I am not sure yet if will get admitted into a good university ". I gave him a nod , " Dont worry to get in because the university will call you to join them , as you are good ". I laughed at my compliment and said,  "...

Dragged into the novel world .......

My mom asked me , " Why were you asking about this all of a sudden ?" . I gathered all my courage and said , " Mom , the thing is ........that.....that I was thinking ...... I was thinking to pursue jour.......journalism as my major ". The ,moment I said this , her ha ds stopped and she looked at me . I froze just where I was . She could understand me probably . So, she smiled and said , " So , this is why you were asking all this because you wanted to go with journalism , didn't you ?" . I said , " I was just wondering about your opinion , actually at the first place I was confused between law and journalism but then eventually I realized that I was somehow biased towards journalism ". She then said , " My dear , I am with you in your every single decision but its just that I wanted to tell you one thing.  The jobs you were confused between are not so easy , although its completely your choice to your life .  I looked at her , " Mo...

If I fail to plan , then I have planned to fail .

This was all going on in my small mind at the same time . I know for a high schooler, it is too much but I could not help it . Just at that moment a thought popped up in my mind . I didn't know where it come from but it just did . The thought was somewhat related to my career . I thought that there was one thing I was sure of , which was that pen and paper were my strengths and it didn't matter if I used them to study or draw or write poems . So , why not use this strength for your future because this was one thing I never got fed up of . I went home since all of these thoughts were popping inside of me in the school . I turned on my laptop and started scrolling for the courses I could do with my strengths and I came up with two,  one was law and the other was journalism . This much research was enough for today,  so I just shut down my laptop and went outside to help mom . She was in the kitchen doing the dishes.  I joined her and I decided to casually ask her about thes...

Small Mind , Tangled Thoughts

He said , " Aug 24 ........". I was like 24 that's just two days after mine . I smiled because I didn't expect our birthdays to be so close. Then we had a good chat , we chatted about teachers , schools , our families and I felt better . Because it was a good chat which I was having after a really long time and it was good . Then , we went back to the library and I read for a while and went back home.  The next week was pretty normal because I did not experience any BPD episode . The start of that week was pretty good because Lucia came back to school and his father was a lot better . It was time for the hard work we could do upto our limits because our finals were arriving by the next month . Every teacher started the revision of syllabus and we also started making and recapitulating our notes . It was pretty tough time of hardwork.  And then we were finally this close to the finals, they were just a week away . I was tensed not because I didn't prepare or anythi...